just woke up..now is 2a.m..my eyes is hurting me..swollen like fuck...all my siblings went to malaysia..daddy dunno go where haven come back..just now go drink with mummy..reach home straight away sleep..head so pain pain now...i suddenly miss him alot..but why he want to treat me like that..everytime when he neglect me, i'll feel damn hurt..but without him..my life still goes on..